12
Jun

A new chapter

Tomorrow afternoon something big is happening. Huge, even. A monumental and serendipitous event is taking place.  Tomorrow my best friend in the world is taking a huge step with the love of her life.

 

Tomorrow, my favourite Miss Nancy becomes a Mrs.

 

I've always admired the certainty with which Nancy faces her future. She's known right from the start what she wants for her life, and in those goals she's never wavered.

 

I am so excited to be there to witness as she starts this next chapter with a kind, clever, funny, perfect-for-her man by her side <3.

7
Apr

Ketones and thoughts about lows

About two weeks ago I had an interesting experience with DKA.

 

I went to bed as usual, but woke up around 1:30 to go to the bathroom. I noticed my mough felt fuzzy, dry, and cracked, and (sorry: TMI moment coming up) peeing... hurt. This raised some alarm bells for me, since normally it isn't uncomfortable to pee.  I briefly panicked and wondered if this was the first symptom of a UTI. I've read several articles that discuss how UTIs are more likely to occur in people, specifically women, with diabetes, so given my symptoms, that was one of the first things I suspected.

 

I checked my bg and found that I was suuuuper high. The bathroom discomfort prompted me to check for ketones which, I discovered, were present in my  body in HUGE quantities.

 

I quietly wondered: Is it supposed to hurt to pee out ketones? <<file away under the "Google this later" category>>

 

 

I feel very lucky to have access to the healthcare team that I've got. When I realized I had ketones, I gave a correction bolus for how high I was and called my hospital. They directed me to the endocrinologist on call (since it was the middle of the friggin night), who called me a few minutes later to discuss what was going on. I explained the situation, and described how I don't usually have ketones, so I wasn't really sure what to do. Should I give extra insulin for the ketones? What if that extra insulin made me go low? Could I still go to bed with extra ketone-fighting insulin on board?

 

My worry was that if I gave the extra insulin that's normally required to treat high ketones, it would actually be too much, and in the morning I simply wouldn't wake up. I explained this to the doctor.

 

 

I don't think that anyone with diabetes has it easy, but I am pretty fortunate in that I am able to, with the usual loss of sleep and consultation with a medical team, tighten up my overnight insulin (basal rates) so that my blood sugars stay pretty stable overnight. This tends to change a few times a year, or when I experience extra stress, but for the most part I only tend to do a HUGE basal-rate-overhaul maybe 3 or 4 times per year. I only mention this to explain that when I go to bed, with basal rates that usually work for me and with the added benefit of my cgm, I don't always worry about whether I'll wake up in the morning. This night, I worried.

 

 

This story doesn't have a very interesting ending. I corresponded hourly with the on-call doctor, who gave me instructions for insulin and water consumption, and had me report on blood sugars and ketone levels until everything was back in range. I admit I did still wake up low, but it was a "mild" low ("mild" as opposed to "my glucose-starved brain is pretty sure I'm going to die, BUT maybe I can stave off death if I eat everything in the fridge"). I think I woke up at around 3.8, which for me is still a BG from which I can wake up. Low 3s or below means I won't wake up.

 

Looking back, it feels almost strange to think that at 3.8 I can accept that I woke up low but it was ok, whereas a 3.2 would probably have had me unconscious and missing my alarms, laying in bed until Boyfriend (or BFF) noticed something was wrong and gently nudged me, repeatedly, all the while shoving a ready-to-drink juicebox in my face and hoping I wouldn't throw it at him(/her) or drip the whole thing over a pillowcase (I've never done that while low... I swear.).

 

0.6 mmol/l (or around 10 mg/dl) can make the difference between waking up and not. I'm really not trying to be over-dramatic...just stating a fact.

 

It's weird to think of your own mortality. Some nights (some mornings...some days) I think I get closer to death than most. I guess one of the sad things is that you sort of get used to it over time.

 

 

21
Feb

Overnight lows

I've been having some issues with overnight lows lately.

 

I've been setting a 70% basal overnight for the last few weeks. Most of me knows that a 70% basal will make me wake up ok; fortunately for me I have a pretty solid network of friends who help me to fee not-so-terrible when I've had some delicious delicious wine.

 

My overnight basal rates have been too high for a while, and the weird thing is that it seems to take having friends over for dinner and drinks to figure out that I need to do something more permanent than a 70% overnight basal.

Bah! I don't want to have to re-jig my overnight insulin rates! Sometimes changes, whether stress levels or natural life stuff, BLOW.

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